Never Let Go

My head is dizzy, but faith, and Craig and Ari, still pull me up onto high. Sweet baby Kirill, oh my heart is aching for you to be home; and what news of Tanner? And the addition of cute Paul......my issues seem like grains of rice compared to all else this week has brought....sweet Matthew, struggling so, and my dear Craig, blindsided by the ignorance and pride of another...and then as my mother reminded me, I must be praying for all of the people I met so many years ago now when I traveled to Japan...what of Takeshi Honda and the people of the KKC? I can't watch it anymore, just...unfathomable.

I have no idea when we will be seeing Ian. Our agency is too busy to check on it for us. Say What?? Yes, that's right, too busy. Doesn't help that I know why they are too busy, one person in particular, working day and likely night to get two new little ones with forever families, home safe. How can I be upset about that? I just...cannot. Thousands of people lost their entire families in one sweep of a deadly wave, and now they face nuclear disaster. I have NOTHING to complain about. NOTHING.

*sigh*

As long as we ALL keep pulling one another up, we will all make it home, Kirill, Ian, and all those little ones who hang in the balance of the aftermath of this week. I have no idea where you are leading me dear God, but I promise to follow.

God has a plan, I have to believe.

I'm praying for everything and everyone.

My God take mercy on us all.